This is my first post here. 3 weeks and 4 days ago I watched FÅ for the first time.
I was doing a DVD with music videos, and searching a video of Tatu to complete my wish of 3 videos per artist, I found a video of the song "show me love" that had parts of tatu shows mixed up with parts of a film called Fucking Åmål. It seems to be a very interesting story and, for that reason I run emule (sorry) to download the film.
Since that day (when I watched FÅ), I've been thinking about the film every hour, every day, every week. I've downloaded almost 2Gb of information about FÅ. Pictures, Videos, whole sites. I've been feeling so down that I could just stay in front of the screen watching pictures and reading about FÅ. I couldn't even concentrate at work. My productivity have decreased. I don't know. It's difficult to express feelings with words (and even more difficult in english). My girlfriend asked me why I was feeling that way and I didn't know what to answer, but after reading this forum I realised it's a common feeling caused by the film.
The problem is I'm not a teenager but a thirty-year-old person. In a teenager that feeling is understandable, but at my age and being almost married... I don't know... it seems childish.
It is said that time cures everything, but as Eagle wrote, I don't want to lose interest in FÅ. I just want to be capable of doing other things.
BTW, it's a pity that most of the sites about FÅ don't exist anymore. Should I do my own site? I'm a coder, and Rebecka is a programmer. Hmmm... we could form a team
