What Made You Smile Today?

[katka]

! !

[fish]

Yay Kat.

How are your studies going?
Have you passed the exam yet?

[katka]

no no, next week
but of next school (university of art in Brno) yesterday I got a call. One woman want speak with me about my art work... (4.9. are art-aptitude test) I was very surprised, cause it's actually quite strange that they talk to me before that test Maybe I got from some of my previous professors recommendations.

...and... it's very very dangerous,
but I write with the girl again , but she doesn't know that this is me. - she wrote me first..again as last year ...said... that she was impressed my poem...
but she suspects something, cause she begins to identify my writing style...

[Dahls]

Aww, sounds romantic.
Secretive and tender, like a good love story waiting to happen.
I wish you the very best, Kat.


And good luck with the exam next week.

[fish]

...I wish you the very best, Kat. ...

Me too Kat.

I hope you know what you're doing with "the girl" though.
If she made contact first then maybe she's open to it leading further, but I'd have thought honesty would be the best thing.

[Ian]

Sounds like a strange dance indeed. Keep your guard up, kat.

[katka]

hmm actually I learn in this days and through this contact with her I feel better...a little, I have then good mood, but also I have compunction because I write her lies - but only small, merciful lies to will she not recognize me. Because I know, that if I'll can write true, she block me again...is really mad at me.
but like this... she wants to meet me...
As soon as I going to make the exam and aptitude exam at new university...I going to meet her. She has next month birthday, like me. I hope that I'll can adequately explain her all (that I had fear. I didn't want to makes a scared her)

but it isn't longer important to me really, because if she'll not have understand for it... so will mad at me even more, but this is the one... I'll haven't got nothing to lose ... either she'll forgive me and we normally keep it fun or it remains as it is now between my real self and her ... without contact

I not resolve it seriously ... I am glad that she writes me, but it leaves me already cold...

[fish]

Once the exams are out of the way it sounds like you'll have the opportunity to let her find out who you really are.
I wish you well in that regard but most of all I wish you well in the exams.
Do well there and a whole new world will open up for you.

[Ian]

Just don't get your hopes up too high, kat. Hate to see you get hurt again.

[katka]

no worries
As I wrote, for me it is nothing, only that it is rather strange coincidence, as that destiny gets in my way the girl still somehow manner.

Ian: I had not hurt before - that she did. I do not want anything to her reciprocate or not frighten her. I'll see what I'll do, I'll see how it evolves. I going to give a time for all

[DMt.]

To forgive is not to condone.

Also you have a duty to yourself not to get hurt.

But I think you should document/record the whole thing, it's like a plot line from a soap opera

Screengrabs, poems, bits of only-slightly-edited dialogue...music...cctv footage...

[katka]

yeah I like hurting myself, I'm probably mental self-whipper

Oohh..noo yes It's actually very romantic things which I'm doing for that but..unnecessary

making a film? Hmm it sounds like a good idea really

maybe..it's good basis for FA2

[Dahls]

We should all join in and make it a stageplay.

Since we're almost all guys here, it'll be alot of Monty Pythonesque drag, it'll be fun.

[katka]

Well here I am probably the only woman among you, and moreover with such a story! I'm ashamed to pretty...

[fish]

I can do the John Cleese silly walk if that'll help with the casting.