Tack sa mycket everyone.
It helps to know that I have friends out there
I am very slowly beginning to stitch everything back together again.
Today I got my new mobile phone, which takes photographs. I took a few "snaps" of the ''fire damage'' which I may post on here, or perhaps not as it I find it depressing. I guess like being raped, which is what a house fire does, it violates you. Your immediate instict is to get clean. So, I started cleaning up until the Insurance companises told me woooaaaa , do not. We need to see evidence. WTF.
I've had to live with this shit all through the so-called festive season. I need to leave all this crapola behind me for a few days. Snow permitting, I will go to Denmark then Sweden for a few days of absolute hedonistic madness.
If it all works out with my bf I am determined to blow money on a visit to the holy shrines of Amal, Trollhatten and Sundsvall later in the year. You only live once. I have had my wake-up call. My bestest wishes to everyone on FA/SML.